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Not allow to cry even I feel sorrowNot allow to cry even I feel sorrow
Who act this film? He did not allow me to cry, even I feel sorrow. My short and naive love is just like the hawthorn which is acerbity and bitter. I have no idea to expect that it can be sweet and beautiful forever, but if the hawthorn can put a little longer, may be it can become sweet because of its maturity. Because it is the way I choose, so I will insist on.
I never thought I could be your girl friend, because you were the former boy friend of my best friend. I knew this kind of feeling would not be accepted by others. Some of my friends thought I was unreliable. I had no idea to explain to them. I knew even I could explain to them that they would not believe me.
I remembered in the past time I always like to do things with my best friend. Our classmates liked to call us twins. One day she asked me whether I would like to play online games. So I followed her to the Internet cafe. In the Internet cafe I met her boy friend. It was you. This is the first time I met you and played NosTale. You gave us some NosTale gold and created accounts for us. You cared about her so much that I started to envy her. For a new player in this game, I admired you because you could earn NosTale money. The first expression you gave me is not bad.
She always liked to play with me, even she had you. I knew sometimes you complained to her that she should not always bring me. In fact I also did not like this feeling. You still taught me how to earn cheap NosTale gold and talked a lot with me about you and her. You told me that you loved her so much that you could not separate with her. I did not know why I hear of these words, I felt a little sorrow.
Until one day you found me and said to me that she wanted to break up with you. In fact I have thought this result, because I knew she had other boy friends in our college. I felt sad for you. I comforted you and accompanied with you to play NosTale again. Gradually the attitude you treated me changed. Later I became your girl friend. You still like to ask me to play NosTale with you and buy NosTale Gold for me. I thought you could have forgotten her, but you did not.
I am only the feather that has no heavy in your mind, but she still can influence your world. You do not care about me; at least you care about her more than me. I always cherish the things you gave me, the photos, some presents and the NosTale online gold you bought me.
I have never got your love. Is it the time to end up our love?